Last night I had a dream that I was playing a game of chicken. Through the ground, I saw a basement, one of those negative two story structures. I couldn't find the entrance at first, but then I picked up what looked like a night vision telescope and used it to get a lucky feel for the entrance.
After descending to the negative floor, I saw energy drinks to restore my strength and medicines to heal my wounds on the floor of the negative second floor, and there were two people (I'll call them Male 1 and Male 2 for now) on the negative floor, the
When I came down and saw them, my heart was pounding and I was worried that I had been discovered and would be killed by them with a single shot.
But what I feared didn't happen, I realized that one of them had a pistol pinned to his body, but he didn't draw it, he just walked around dumbfounded, like a computer man, and I thought the other one should be a computer man too.
This is great, all these goodies on the negative two floors belong to me, and I don't have to rush when no one is robbing them.
(onom.) laughing out loud
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Hello my friend! You shared this dream in quite a bit of detail, let me talk about what I think and mull it over with you.
✨Dreams, ah, are actually the way the subconscious mind wants to talk to us, it uses images to express our desires and needs, but it has to be said in a more subtle way, it has to be understood in the context of your upbringing and real life, so that you can communicate with your inner self. You didn't go into detail about recent events, but mentioned childhood trauma, stress in intimate relationships, and identification with a darker boss. I'll briefly analyze it from the dream and these clues.
✨ Five characters appear in your dream: you, Male 1, Male 2, Male 3, Male 4, and Peachy Whitey;
I split them into two groups:
Group 1: You, Male 1, Male 2, Peachy Whitey;
Group 2: You, man 3, man 4.
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? In the first group, it felt like the ego, the self, and the superego were battling it out there.
Let's start with a brief description of the theory of personality structure in psychology. According to Freud, personality consists of three parts: the ego, the self, and the superego.
Ego: It is the instinctive me that harbors all sorts of impulses and desires that are not allowed by social norms, and seeks only pleasure, regardless of what is right or wrong.
Ego: The reality-facing me, developed through acquired learning, regulates the ego and the outside world, and is concerned with the principle of reality, both in terms of satisfying instincts and keeping the rules.
Superego: the moralized me, derived from parental and societal role models, pursues ideal principles, has a conscience and moral standards.
? You-as-self has two sides, the Self and the Superego.
You were originally aiming for the supply packs on the negative 2 level, but when you got to the negative level and found the cyborgs, you didn't rush down the stairs and didn't shoot them to finish them off, instead enjoying the sadistic kills, which is a release of aggression at the ego level - you can't do that in reality, but subconsciously have the desire to do so, and it also manifests your curiosity about the dark side, which is when the ego is biased in favor of the ego. Then Male 2 suddenly turns the gun around, like the superego is starting to stop the ego and stress you out. Bang, bang, male 2 is taken out and the inflated ego in the ego is preserved.
Entering the negative two floors, you encounter Momo Bai Bai, a pure Dark Side, and during the struggle you have aggressive behavior (such as stomping on his face, twisting his arm, and hesitating to kill him), but Superego gets the upper hand, and in the end is kind enough to let him go.
This is a paraphrase of the first group of four.
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? Group 2: Male 3, Male 4. They seem to represent the conflict between the outside and the inside.
Male 3, comes in from outside, wears camouflage and carries a rifle, looks like he plays the game professionally.
He has a gun and dresses professionally, which may symbolize your appearance - in the eyes of outsiders you are well-conditioned and strong. But the man who has been on the negative two levels, man 4, has no gun but uses his fighting skills to defeat man 3. man 4 may be the strong inner man that you envy (for example, his upper body is shiny skinned and muscular). in the end, man 4 cuts open man 3's body, revealing the hollow, man 4 is very joyful, you are surprised, which may make you realize the injury is not fully healed, and that there is still a hollow in your inner man. Stop pretending to be perfect, admitting vulnerability is the beginning of getting stronger. So taking things from the empty hole and putting energy packets to transform your body is a metaphor for this group. What do the energy packs and medicines that you and guy 3 have been chasing represent? It's okay to think about it more.
? I'm Tatsuzumi, I hope my answer inspires you a bit.
